When Radhanath Swami had a Headache

When Radhanath Swami had a Headache

When Radhanath Swami had a Headache

As I silently moved towards the door—my heart pounding—and extended my hand to knock, a voice held me back. It was my own mind, reminding me of Radhanath Swami’s request that he not be disturbed. He was inside, behind that closed door, suffering from a splitting headache.

As I retracted from the door, worry again rushed through me like a whirlwind. Perhaps, he needs some help. Doesn’t the principle of caring for a sick guest rise above a mere request? I scrambled back towards the door. But I froze in my track before I reached it. Radhanath Swami’s request had echoed through my mind–once again.

Somehow this time, my eyes fell on the  key hole on the door. Finding in it a way out of my indecisive oscillations, I fell on my knees and peeped in through it. The sight inside chocked my breath. Radhanath Swami writhed in pain on the bed, his head held tightly in his hands, as if it were to crumble otherwise. Emotion exploding in me, I pounded on the door. How could I sit back, seeing my guru suffer in this way?

The doors opened, revealing an apparently composed Radhanath Swami, “Why did you disturb me?”

Pointing to the key hole I confessed, “I saw that you were in such pain.”

Radhanath Swami whispered back, “I was trying to understand Lord Krishna through this pain. You broke my meditation.”

–Mr. Hrishikesh Mafatlal

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115 Responses to “When Radhanath Swami had a Headache”

  1. November 17, 2010 at 9:58 am
    bhakti karia

    nice article, thanks for sharing, haribol, bhakti

  2. November 17, 2010 at 9:59 am
    rajesh karia

    Thank you Prabhujin for sharing such a wonderful experience with HHRM, All Glories to His Holiness Radhanath Swami Maharaj, rajesh karia

  3. November 19, 2010 at 4:33 am
    Naveen

    All glories to Radhanath Swami and my heartfelt gratitude to Mr. Hrishikesh Mafatlal for sharing such a wonderful & intimate inceident.

  4. December 2, 2010 at 10:07 pm
    Swapnil Gaonkar

    Thank you Radhnath Swami for teaching us tolerance by your own example

  5. December 3, 2010 at 1:37 am
    meher jadwani

    amazing!!! to search krishna in pain.

  6. December 7, 2010 at 6:59 am
    sandeep kaimal

    THis is unbelievable krishna consciousness

  7. January 4, 2011 at 7:52 am
    Servant

    His Holiness Radhanath Swami Maharaj Ki Jai..

  8. April 8, 2011 at 10:38 pm
    srinivas

    Maharaj is teaching us how to accept suffering as oppurtunity to become closer to krishna. Radhanath swami ki Jai!

  9. April 11, 2011 at 4:17 am
    Nisha

    such a sweet incident:))
    Hari bol for sharing this

  10. June 15, 2011 at 7:02 am
    Guru

    Thank you so much prabhu for sharing us.

    Maharaj try to utilise every situation to realise Krishna, other can’t imagine these.

    All Glories to HH Radhanath swami maharaj

  11. August 10, 2011 at 8:15 am
    tushar

    beyond ny imagination!
    Radhanath swami can see suffering as a means to meditate on the Lord

  12. September 5, 2011 at 5:19 am
    Chandrika

    Some things cannot be explained…

  13. November 25, 2011 at 8:08 am
    sunny

    it takes a great deal to always remember Krsna and never forget Him, especially in physical discomfort…shows us the depth of Krsna consciousness of a genuine sadhu…

  14. December 21, 2011 at 12:05 pm
    Kalpana Kulkarni

    What consciousness to remember Krishna when he was writhing in pain. For great souls, all adversities are opportunities to get closer to Krishna.

  15. March 22, 2012 at 6:48 am
    Arjun K Ramachandra

    Amazing how great souls try to remember and understand god even in such excruciatingly painful situations!

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